School bell rings,
Swinging from the ceiling.
Could you help me get down?
Drank too many, then tied myself up,
Hoping to drown
In all the rejection and hate.
Now I’m hanging with two feet off the ground
And no time to waste.
I’m holding onto these feelings,
Suspended and bound;
Feeling so high.
I’ve let everyone down.
You are all that you are,
And so I’m turning blue.
Goodbye to the old me
Everyone thought that they knew.
I didn’t succeed at first, you’ll see that it’s true.
But now I’m just praying to be let down
By someone like you.
Funny all my life I’ve been put down,
Now it’s the only thing keeping me off the ground.
Neck snapped, back cracked.
Got to turn myself around and catch my breath,
But I’m starting to asphyxiate.
How awful is that?
The chair was supportive,
But this rope just won’t give.
Trust me when I say it hurts to die
As much as it does to live.