It starts out slow,
Then things get real bad,
I had made some decisions,
Blinded, I was smug and blissfully mad.

The incisions he gave me,
Are well deeply dug,
He’s marred me and he’s tried his luck.

I guess I’m just weak,
But the refuge I seek,
Is no where to be found,
Everywhere I go, people see me frown;
People let me down.
It’s all a craze,
This teenaged phase,
I’ve tried to stop,
But I’m amazed,
At how shallowness has become the norm,
The bar has been raised,
And I can’t seem to conform.

I tried to kill him,
But he won’t go away,
I hurt him on the outside to
kill the pain on the inside,
But he eats away at me like a leech,
And I’m trapped,
Bound at his feet,
I taste salvageability,
Then he feeds me torture
And it makes me weak.

I don’t know what to do.
I don’t know what to say.
But the shit that sounds from these lips doesn’t matter anyway.
He told me to stay,
So I had to obey,
He’s out to kill me,
While I try to run away.



About humblefoot

Kyle Fisher (who often uses the alias Logan Rowley online and in his writing) has been enjoying writing since he was just 8 years old. His first formal publication was at the age of 13. He is now a spiritualist and openly queer author, perpetually searching for inspiration to create and learn more about the world around him. He is always drawn to the simplicity and uniqueness that life has to offer. He doesn’t identify with labels or socially constructed ideas about how the world should be. He believes that the world is your oyster, and that we all project our own destinies with the thoughts we choose to harbour about the universe. He is an idealistic, spiritualistic hippie who is just trying to find his place in this world, crafting each word to leave his mark, and promote love and equality among all people.
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